Lockdown has been a hard time for us all, but also the arts. As a photography student myself during this period of time I would like to share some of my own experiences.
I have been making work, maybe not the work I fully wanted but I have adapted to the situation and though this situation has prepared me for future employment better than those who had not been a photographer during this time. As the saying goes, the best art is made from tragedy. I have had time to go out and just shoot to start a project I may not have even considered if we had not had this virus, I have had time to experiment with my work whether it be with film or adapting to the constantly changing restrictions.
However, on the flipside to all this, making work has been a challenge due to the constant fear and anxiety of even going outside. Access to equipment and the studio has been incredibly difficult, as well as gaining access to the subjects of my images, though I have managed a few shots adhering to the COVID-19 guidelines. My most recent troubles have come with the 3rd lockdown, as I am finding it to be a tedious task to stay positive. This last week has been a struggle to create anything as it has been cold on top of the restrictions. I also miss being at home with my family. The campus is also locked down so there is no way to use the studios or book out equipment and computer access. As the software on those computers are a necessity for the course. I’m also struggling to take images as my project has been redirected as my subject are in my hometown and I’ve been advised not to travel, so in the meantime I have to do research and it feels as though I’m floundering. I know now, this term is going to be a challenge, in every sense of the word.
For the next couple of months, I will keep you updated with my experiences as a photographer during lockdown.
This year has made me realize what is important, I may not have a clear indication of what I may do with photography, I now have the time to build a community and start the conversation. This year has also made me thankful from all the support I am receiving -from my family back home that has been a crucial part of my project as its about us and our relationship, for letting me photograph them. Though at times they were impossible to work with. also, to all my lectures and my one-one support for helping me with my work but also for making my confidence in the subject grow and for keeping me as positive as possible throughout this harsh year. of course, a thank you to my friends for putting up with me constantly taking photographs.
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